I don’t write often on Aryan Street because when I pressure myself to write a lot, I fall into the trap of commenting on jewstream media stories just to have something to write about. There are plenty of people doing that. It’s the low-hanging fruit (I hope I’m not offending anyone. Some people do us a great service picking apart the “news” stories, helping us understand the anti-Whiteness of the propaganda)
But for me, it’s low hanging fruit. I need to think my own thoughts, write my own words. I AM influenced by others, of course. Some very thoughtful, intelligent others too.
All that aside, when I first started writing here (a couple of years ago?) I was a Christian. After spending my early adult life in holy roller churches, recently I have toyed with the ideas of Christian Identity and I have flirted with Traditional Catholicism, the religion of my youth.
I don’t claim to know everything but more and more, as time goes by I see Christianity as a philosophy that weakens me, weakens us. Now is Yahweh the god of the universe? I don’t know. I really hope not. I have never been able to have a “personal relationship” with him, like the non-Catholics Christians claimed I could. He seemed kind of mean. I KNOW, Jesus is nice but his Dad’s kind of mean. But then people say, they are the same entity so the whole thing leaves me confused. Why would a loving god send such confusing messages especially when heaven and hell are on the line? As such, is it any surprise that Christians are worshipping the same god as the hated Jew worships?
What manifested in my life from following some of the Christian principles was pretty weak. I got picked on and I didn’t fight back. I was nice-nice to everyone and it was a fool’s game. Meanwhile, Jews were cleaning up. THEY didn’t get a “savior” who told them to turn the other cheek. THEY do what they want. Apparently, Yahweh told them they could. Hardly the Equality I was told to expect in America. The Jews have picked the Christians clean. Only a handful of so-called adherents to Christianity made any real money or gained any real power and for the most part they did so because, behind the scenes, they played by Jew rules, not Christian rules.
So I could be a Pagan BUT it seems the Pagan’s weren’t very strong either and were either forcibly converted or coerced into converting. Methinks it was mostly forcible despite the Catholic insistence that all it took to convert people was nice stories about Shamrocks and such. and LOVE. Ha.
So is there a god of the universe or not? I don’t know. I DO know that there are forces. There are natural forces (like lightening), seemingly supernatural forces (things the scientists haven’t figured out yet) and there are human forces. Force is what makes things happen. More on that in my next post.